You know what I’ve noticed? I tend to draw a lot when my life goes to shit. Hahaha okay okay..well I did. Now it’s just something that relaxes me, which is nice when you’re in the process of all this. You know what else I’ve noticed? It’s the hardest thing putting yourself back together. It’s happening though! Slowly but surely. But it’s nice because you develop this certain attitude that helps you decipher the things not worth your time and the things you deserve. Which is really nice because you can just say a big “fuck you” to everything you use to put up with. Oh, and you get in touch with your creative side :)
Oh btw, I watched Her two days ago and it was amazing. If you haven’t watched it, you should. It’s a really bizarre and weird story about a guy who falls in love with an operating system. It’s crazy and plain weird, but I wanna be so in love like that one day. Because you’re watching the movie and at first it just seems strange because she’s a computer and doesn’t have a physical body. But you see he’s not in love with the idea of being with someone (which most people are nowadays), but he’s actually in love with her.
Oh! and one more thing. The video game character in the movie is the BEST. hahahahaha
When I need rupees they give me hearts. When I need hearts they give me rupees. LOL…. OTL
You have to marry one of the two: a person who wears a mask 24/7 and if you ever try to take it off or take a peek..he kills you. OR a person who speaks perfectly normal to everybody, but to you, they are mute and can only nod yes or no (and cannot write on a board to convey their feelings).
I chose the guy with a mask.
Oh, and she just added another contender: a person who has their back turned to you every time you talk to them. You will never see their face. All you will ever see is him turning around. EVERY time. Can you imagine wedding vows? hahaha
still chose the guy with a mask.
And my mind was going on all sorts of tangents whilst I was trying to sleep.
First off…why the heck is lemonade so amazing?! If I had to drink one thing for the rest of my life, it’d be lemonade. Oh wait! Err! No! Milk! Ah! No! Can’t decide! Ah!
Secondly…I am difficult. Hahaha. Like really, beyond difficult and I would hate to deal with me haha. And the difficulty varies on days. It oscillates from difficult..to extremely difficult. But that’s me. And that’s not going to change. And someone is going to love that one day :) it’s not going to be their excuse.
I wouldn’t call this a new year’s resolution, but it’s something along those lines I guess. Still, I’ve never set myself any because I know I’d fail horribly.
And so in celebration, I thought I’d put down everything I’ve hated recently just before I put it all behind me. Haha, just this once in one huge paragraph filled with grammatical errors. I’m just stretching this Debby Downer phase as much as I can before New Years :)
So here it is.
I hate: skim milk..like what no, you’re not milk. When you’re holding the door open for people and your sister leaves you like what the heck I’m busy being a good person can you wait. When online orders get messed up. Or when that order looked so much better online. The fact that it took me this long to get you out of my life. stupid people. white chocolate..like really, fuck white chocolate because it’s a lie totally not chocolate. When Shazam doesn’t get the song ugh. That you’re personality is too aggressive haha. When you wash your car and it rains the next day. Being uncontrollably emotional. When you’re trying super hard to sleep but your mind is like no I’m going to think about shit. When people don’t get hints. Trying to find the damn stapler like where the heck could it be. That I could not find my favorite black skirt who took it?! Using a new eraser. Going downstairs and forgetting why you did. That you decided to do that again in the month that I needed you. more stupid people. Writing papers. Being an emotional shopper ha. When I bit into that truffle and the inside was white chocolate what why!??! little bugs and insects and ugh gross. Giving into shopping deals just because it’s a deal. That one person who always brings a horrible white elephant gift. White chocolate.. like you have no idea how much I hate white chocolate. and carrots. And much more I’m just super lazy to keep typing. Going to sleep hahaha.